Thoughts about love...and a happy new year ~

Thoughts about love...

It's always been a weird theme for me... I don't think I ever found love !

I've been "in love" tons of times... i'm also today lol this time it might be for real well i'll know more in february, it's a difficult thing.

I've had only one boyfriend by now even though nobody really knows that... he was one of the most popular guys of the school so I think I was just one in a million of girls he dated, it went on for 4 months then I said bye bye, I was too afraid to be dumped that I dumped him.

After that relationship life put a huge obstacle in front of me keeping my wide away from love: BRACES! Not only they made me shy-er than I already was but I stopped smiling which kinda sucked.

I had some "avance" by guys but they were stupid or 40 years old or 11 years old... so nobody really interesting.

I'm still wearing those friggin braces but since last year I gathered some self confidence... and started smiling infact I "met" my future husband ( cheeeesy and naive.. i know) making him a huge smile.

My dentist told me he would remove them on the 17th of Semptembre but well it's the 30th of Decembre and I still have them... I hope that at least til the 4th of February they will be gone so that I can give my husband a real smile !

Another thing about love that really sucks is that... maybe you're not even feeling that sad or alone until all your friends are in relationships, so that everytime, maybe you want to go for a shop or something, they always are busy with their bf's.

Also tomorrow evening will be great I'll be alone with 4 couples... lovely !

Well now a secret I can't hide: I'm happy when one of the 3 couples I don't like has problems... there's just one couple I actually like.. he's my best friend and she's my best friend I really hope they're going to get married.

but... Shhh !!

Well after these thoughts I really hope 2010 will be better for my love situation... cause after the long "Love abstinence" I really feel scared about relationships... need self confidence.

Wish you all (if there's someone) a happy new year

may it bring you love, happyness, luck and health.

Ombeline

Ps: expect something new for 2010 I got an idea today but looks what Lily's saying "shhh..." so top secret.

When enough means ENOUGH !

So today I went to naples with my friends... I'm broke so I hadn't planned to shop much. A friend of mine had to search for a dress for new year's eve... well guess what we walked through 15 shops and she found a dress in the last one obviously in the meanwhile I kept trying shoes on... I'm pretty much into shoes at the moment... I love heeeeeels !!!

As soon as we arrived at naples harbour we were sooo hungry and had a baguette well... never eat something from naples harbour, the only good thing was that I spotted a very hot guy who kept looking at me but then had to leave for the ferry but we got him on a pic :)

Another thing we had to do in Naples was get me my Decodelire bags a french friend bought me in Toulouse.... we waited for her at Sephora... well I can't say I didn't wanted to buy the whole shop but...I discovered they're now selling Benefit stuff, I never had anything by benefit but I only heard good stuff about it and I so wanted to buy a lipstick and a concealer but I only had 15€ left to get the ticket for the ferry home.... and this was another funny story.

Once we were done, I had my bags, my friend had her dress and we were all happy... we went to buy the tickets for the 16.20 ferry and started the waiting game... as it was 16.20 we were kinda worried cause we couldn't find the ferry so we started walking on the harbour but nothing... then suddendly I saw a ferry behind us and we started running towards it and some huuuuge asshole told us "16.20 ? too late ! go exchange your ticket"... the point was that

a: it was still 16.20

b: those things aren't automatical but are driven by someone

c: it was still standing there !

Well we couldn't fix the situation so we went to exchange the ticket but unluckily they said you can only exchange it for the 18.45 ticket which was definitely tooo late and we had to buy another ticket.

The trip home was basically the "mother" of my title.... the ferry was sooo crowded and I got the luck to sit next to a 5 year old little girl which was "quiet" "calm" and "slept the whole cruise".... well imagine the contrary... she kept resting her feet on my legs which wouldn't have been that annoying if at least she were quiet and sat still but nooo she liked to talk, scream....luckily unlike my mother I got quite a lot patience so i managed not to kill her...!

Those are the bags... kinda cute and made of plastic... not exactly the two I wanted but I really like them !!!

Well gotta go... my mask is getting hard :S it's one of those clay things you instantly feel better and poorer for a 15€ each Lol

Ombeline

"Oh it's not fair and I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean, I think you're really mean... "

Day 3 of my "amazing" life

Hiding from my little cousins downstairs... not that I'm not a family person but I really can't stand questions that already contain the answer... they're smart really but it seems they don't like to show it.

So here I am... tidied up my rooms well my flat... i have my own bedroom, living room and bathroom... sometimes it's awesome to be an only child but sometimes.... IT SUCKS!!! I mean hellooo who wants to bear all parent's problems on their own... I'd like to have someone to share... friends sometimes aren't enough.

So basically I'm not even done by now... i started at 4 or something and it's almost 7 pm... have to wash my hair later... straighten it... cause curls are so hard to handle... basically can't brush them unless you want some fancy 80's hairdo... so let's get straight !

Have to fix a jeans that made problems since I bought it... the zip wasn't sewed well and the button came off on the 3rd day or something... not that the quality isn't good but well mistakes happen to anyone even to the guys from Killah =) (bought in France)

And have to fix a button on a hella expensive coat... i regret having bought it soooo much... i found the same one on a market for like 1/5 of the price... !

I'm not that much into labels but if I see something I like I must have it from that brand... weird huh...

Ok done with tidying my room... have to wrap a present now... finally found the right thing for a friend of mine... but can't find scotch tape... ! aargh... well while waiting that the crowd downstair's leaving I registered on last.fm actually pretty cool but idk why I think that I'll work only after payment...

Btw if my post seem kinda crazy it's because i do different things while writing, i might go shop or eat something or like today tidy my room while writing... it's real life lol

Finally they're gone... going downstairs to get some scotch to get the present done =)

So now I'm done with everything... present is done, rooms are tidy, hair is washed not straightened yet though but I'm happy.

I'm watching " Le Fabuleux destin de l'Amelie Poulain" right now which is my favourite movie !!! I've seen it like 100 times but still love it.

Ombeline

"The fool looks at a finger that points at the sky. "

Day 2 of my "amazing" life

Here I am... back to write in this black hole of thoughts...not knowing if everyone will ever walk by to read something :)
spent the whole day watching movies and I'm not done yet, basically one of those days when you really can't be arsed to do anything unless you're paid.
I woke up at lunchtime, good thing =) had some simple pasta.... actually simple things sometimes are better than higly processed stuff like i had the last 2 days.
And then the movie marathon started... an easy one let's start with:
- Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
- Alvin and the Chipmunks
- Madagascar 2
- Glee (not a movie but well...)
- Miss Potter
-Scary Movie 4

- Charade

A duvet a firaplace a cat and lots of chocolate made my day perfect... and if I think that I should really have started to study one of those 3 subjects I gotta do I'm starting to feel depressed... well tomorrow is a nothing to do day so i'll do something tomorrow.

On Monday I'll head off to Naples with some friends to meet a friend, get some presents and do some shopping.. well not me unless daddy's giving me some money but I don't think so.

So after a hot shower am now trying some mango papaya kiwi and whatfuckingfruitisinhere mask... smells like a smoothie and burns like pure acid... but well what won't we girls do to look cute LoL we're stupid.
Well I gotta go now... am watching hazard right now and it's getting interesting... not really but...i think that if i'll keep writing i'll end up lame so. STOP

Ombeline

"Oh, I love you, Adam, Alex, Peter, Brian, whatever your name is, I love you! I hope we have a lot of boys and we can name them all after you! "- Reggie Lampert (Audrey Hepburn)

Welcome to my blog to read my first post~

Merry Christmas everyone.... even though it's basically over by now, hope you all got the presents you wanted... I can't really say that.

Not that I really asked for something but I always think if you only give me something to be nice and not cause you cared about what you're going to give me... please don't do it !

Therefore I got 3 pairs of tights 2 black ones and a purple one; 2 turtle neck shirts in purple and blue; purple gloves and a calendar (though not the one I wanted). Maybe they want me to walk around like a plum...uhm... ??

But still I think I got my presents all over the year, this was basically the most expensive year of my parent's life but more of that in another post, let's introduce this "project".

This is my first not "advertised" blog... you know the other ones (e.g. MSN) are mostly viewed by friends but this is simply the notepad of my thoughts about everything without limits, sometimes you might find a post in italian or even german but you will know that it's exactly what i think ;)

I live in Italy but I keep travelling due to some fantabulous parents... therefore I don't really think of Italy as my hometown, and guess what italian is the language I speak the worst.

I have friends, and that's all you need to now.

I don't have a boyfriend and the only thing that annoys me about that are the frequent questions about why.

I have a dog and a bunch of cats.

I read a lot...tons of tons of books... so if one day you want to make me a presents think of it ;)

My favourite music is out of the normal schemes... not that I don't like common stuff (e.g. Gaga) but I prefer discovering artist that aren't that well known at the moment ( a loong moment) I'm in love with Lily Allen ! enuff said

I don't really know in what intervals i'm going to update this but at least once a week .

Hugs and Kisses to my bleaders (you'll understand if you've seen Julie&Julia)

Ombeline