Back to life... back to reality !

Yep my dear readers... I am back :(

I love england.. well Canterbury !

I really loved it... there really was nothing wrong ! The only annoying thing (which can be avoided though) was my stupid roommate.

A girl who looked like Snooki from Jersey Shore, said she'd never dye her hair, never get fake tan and stuff but actually had dyed hair and fake tan... duh !

The family I lived with was nice, not very clean but nice.

And basically England is my paradise... the boys there are so my type :) finally... I couldn't stand all those stupid italian boys... and in fact I fell in love !

Not with one of those young hotties but... well with my teacher, naa it's nothing serious... he's kinda ugly well not ugly but you'd never say "wow he's handsome" and i also think he's gay xD but he had an amazing character ! He's the best teacher i've ever had !

The lessons were pretty amazing.. I discovered that there's so much stuff I don't know... and it was shocking but still brilliant !

Well then everything else there was amazing... I really loved everything cause it's so different from italy I mean...

-Different money

-Different way of driving

-Different language

-Different houses

-Different style

So different... but well told ya... loved it !

Loved it so much that I'm considering studying there, the university of kent... kinda difficult for italians to enter it but I'll try.

Otherwise it's rome for me !

But for sure I won't stay here... today I decided...

I want an exciting future !

Not like my friends who want to stay here work in their family's activity (also cause i don't have one) and who'll never see anything of the world.

I want to travel and have many different jobs, try everything and when i'm done finally setteling down with my lovely husband (whoever that might be) and have a family and a dog :)

My friends say that I'll probably end up living in naples... wtf ?!?!

Surely not ! I'd prefer living under a bridge in Paris rather than in Naples !

Today I made applesauce muffins... taste amazing look terrible... need to find a cool recipe for frosting to make them more appealing :)

Oh btw... my braces are still on... the next appointment is on the 17th of June but I really lost my hope... the day will come I'll not wait for it anymore !

So well that's everything I got to say... I actually was pretty calm but while i started writing i got kinda hyper haha don't know why !

Oh btw again... I'm probably gonna dye my hair soon... you don't know how it is right now so well... it's a brown not too light not too dark... but i think it has a lack of highlights so i'm dying it a little darker and a little more reddish :)

like her :)

Hugs

Ombeline

PS:Check out my friend's new video

Professor Green feat. Lily Allen - Just be good to green

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U00bBjeZI3E

Hello world...

here's a list of things that are shite right now....

- my situation at school (but not only mine) is a very disaster

- my face... when you think you're starting to get "mature" skin, with no pimples and whatever... hello again !

- my will to study

- my family

- my economic situation

- the stupid volcano in Iceland that keeps spitting ashes

- the oil thing in america...

- vulgarity

- to little trust from my friends

- being alone... i want a boyfriend !

and above all...

I MISS PARIS !!!

Well that's all for today...

I am leaving for Canterbury on sunday... til then school school school !

Sond of the day: Naive - Lily Allen (cover)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCMrGSbjieE

Kisses

Ombeline x

Joyeux Anniversaire Lily !!!!

Hey my readers...

so here i am it's bank holiday yayyy that means that i didn't had to go to school today ! Which is amazing cause saturdays are terrible at school !

Anyways this morning i got up veeery late and then i started hearing BBC Radio 1 my favourite radio station which was with me the whole day !

Well then had lunch which was terrible but... ok !

And then hard work started...

so I decided to have the brilliant idea to make a birthday video for Lily Allen with some of her fans from her official forum, gosh that was hard work... to get all videos in on time, and to edit it and whatever...

downloaded about 3 editing programs (none of which worked) to make a special effect... but nothing !

well once i was done with editing (apparently) i started to study history, made two pages then i got an amazing idea that i HAD to include in the video... ! Closed the book and went to my room to make my idea... here is it :D

and the caption was (

i know it's cheesy but i think it's sweet !)

"25 years ago a little flower was born, that flower was you, Happy Birthday Lily"

It came to my mind as a very little, short and cute idea... but actually it took me a lot of time to make it... especially the second drawing, but it was worth it, and then the voiceover oh gosh ! Well now it's done... haha you think, some of the forum showed me that actually I missed 3 names on the final picture... but the girl who made it wasn't online... so basically had to wait til about half an hour ago to get the pic fixed.

Now the video is finally uploading about half an hour left...

I so hope she'll see it, luckily me and some of the forum have some contacts with the dark side so we know how to get it to her !

Yep my real name is on this thing haha... you can figure it out by yourself :)

Well besides all that work i did... i just want to announce that from the 9th to the 16th of May I'll be in Canterbury on a school trip, the cool thing is that we're going to live with a family... my roommate though looks like Snooki from Jersey Shore well hope that at least her character is different.

Can't wait to go :)

One day we will be in London, I so want to buy a lot of stuffffff :)

The video is finally up :)

We keep tweeting it to her like crazy but she hasn't been on all day so she'll probably not see it today !

Anyways I'm proud !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0zoPjTqgsWo

Well I'll go now... new updates on the 8th of May :) The day before I leave .

Hugs

Ombeline

Sorry...

I'm so sorry that I haven't posted anything in ages, but my life has been kind of a mess...

I've had some massive issues with my mother we basically haven't spoken a word in 2 months and I often thought about suicide, that's when I discovered what amazing friends I have. They were my support and really that cheesy thing everyone says "They were my life !" literally !

Thank You !!!

Even though i know that they're not reading this cause no one knows of this blog.

I will post the things i wrote these days... cause basically nothing special is happening right now.

The most important points are:

- I started a serious diet + excercising

- I went roller skating and fell and am full of bruises

- I'm taking driving lessons

- I had my right ear pierced, second hole... 1 to go ! to look like Lily !

- I am learning to cook... so that one day when i'll be alone or with a husband we won't starve to death xD

Today is.. well was Easter so a belated HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE !!!!!!

Since i've got absolutely nothing to do right now a friend suggested me to make muffins... so here I am now at 10 pm making muffins or better sitting in front of my oven and watching my muffins grow.

I am now going to post what i wrote before I left for Paris.

Btw, here's a pic I took, I was on the roof of the Galerie Lafayette and even though it was kinda foggy you could see the Eiffel Tower a little :)

Soo...

there we go finally my last day in Italy for a whole week !

Tomorrow I'll leave for Paris !

I can't wait !!! I'm too excited, about snow, about filming more videos, about just having fun and a break from all that school stress.

Well here are some updates...

The last 2 days have basically been the worst of my whole life, I had to study tons of pages every day at least two tests.

On monday I left earlier after getting an awesome mark in business, and while I was waiting for the bus on a wonderful sunny day, I checked my phone and there she was... a wonderful message from a wonderful person just saying "Hello, I'm back !" ... it was Lily Allen, back on twitter !!!

I was so friggin happy !!!

Well then once at home my mother said my dog isn't feeling well but then actually we saw, she ate, peed and slept very well so that now she's feeling better :)

After lunch I spent the whole day studying history... actually it's not a sooo bad subject as I though before (this sentence sounds so wrong) and finances.

Well today I had those two exams !

They both went awesomely !

Ok and this is basically everything I wrote... nothing really went how it should have gone... cause I had some terrible issues with my mother, she kinda has a relationship with another man through internet... i know they'll never see each other cause he lives in another continent but still it's really bugging me !!!

We were so angry about each other we barely ever talked during that trip, we saw basically nothing, I bought basically nothing, I didn't see my husband cause apparently he left that job... so now....

Ombeline isn't loving anyone !

Not that I'm really happy about that, actually it's quite sad... he was something i could rely on even though he didn't even knew my name !

Well my muffins are done... they look okay ! The paper cups were a little too large so they look a little weird but the important thing is the taste... or am I wrong ? ;)

*trying one of the muffins togheter with my dad*...... the result: great taste !!!!!

So now i'll leave you.... whoever you are... with a real Good Night !

Please if there is someone who reads my blog leave a little comment to let me know that I'm not going under in the universe of tons of blogs :)

Bye

Ombeline ~

Issues with the masochist~

So of you... well I think no one of you knows that... yep I have to admit it:

I am wearing braces !

You know those ugly trainwreck like things you have to wear on your teeth to get them straight... well I've been wearing them for almost 4 years (in april)

btw. those aren't mine

Anyway 2 days ago I had an appointment with the dentist.. you need to know that he's the moodiest person ever, you'll never know how you'll find him, last time he wasn't talkative therefore I suppose he was kinda upset... and now the story.

Flashback to 1 month ago: I had a "hook" on one of my teeth to pull it forward, these hook already "unhooked" 3 times, the last time it happened I rushed to the dentist and he told me "It's not a problem!!"

You need to know that I basically never cry... only when persons die or when teachers make me really upset, but that day I got so mad... I couldn't stop crying, I was so angry.

Cause he told me I would have them removed in semptember and look... it's already january and well they're still on, stop being a hypocrite !!!!

What happened 2 days ago: I went and well as I already said he wasn't talkative... anyways he just fixed that hook and said nothing... I was already planning to make a pointy comment such as "How long will it last this time ?"... but said nothing and left.

Yesterday: I was just talking and that fucking hook, unhooked again !!!

I quickly sent my mom a text to call the dentist and get another appointment ASAP... and he again said "It's not a problem"... well my mom loves revenge and me too ;) I think I was meaner but come on guys...

it's 4 years of my life wasted by these trainwrecks... 4 years without smiling properly !!!

Anyway my plan was scratching his car or worse slicing his tires lol... it's harsh and makes no sense but I was angry (didn't do it though). My mom's more down to earth and will come with me next time... she'll be pointy and annoying and will get him to get them removed.

But I kinda don't care anymore... cause my aim was to have them removed before getting to Paris so that I could have flashed a gorgeous smile to my future husband... but well, the next appointment is on the 15th of february.

Wish me luck for at least that date ~

Ombeline

Being a tornado...

The last days I've been studying and crying constantly... so I'm realy happy that finally the weekend is here.

I took the geography exam today, it went well so at least one exam done.

On friday I started running again and today again... 1 hour everytime, it's stressing but it feels so good after that.

At the moment I'm tyding up my room... cause maybe you don't know that I have my own bathroom, my own living room and obviously my own bedroom.

I won't say it's not nice but still.. think of it.. you got 3 rooms to tidy up by yourself... well since I'm not tired right now I keep cleaning it.

I think I'm a night person, I study things easier during the night, and when I can't sleep I always tidy my closet... not now cause I can't be arsed to o that but at least I'm fixing the mess that accumulated during the last week.

Tomorrow I have to study english... it might sound easy but..it's boring.. it's about globalisation, trade and economic systems... and then the whole week I'll have to take all the other exams, closing date is the 5th of february... well the 4th for me cause i'll leave on the 4th... for... guess where I'm going !

These days apart from school I should be doing also some driving school homework, but I haven't even started yet.

Well Anyways I'll leave now... I started a book loong time ago, it's lovely but I had to give up reading when I started studying for school.

Good Night x

Ombeline

You're warned: this is going to be a depressing post.

I hate schooool.... well not really school, it's the fact that I can't learn, I think I have ADD, as soon as I open a book I might study for 10 minutes and then I always get to do something else.

If I don't study with someone I'll never get forward with my exams... but my friend who helped my through exams til now is behaving like an asshole so I can't rely on her.

The worst thing is that at the 1st of february I'll receive my report card and I'll have a F in 5 subjects or even more... this is so bad, I don't have the time to study all this stuff :(

The most annoying thing is that I have to do not only the 2nd exam in all subjects but in some also the 1st because I didn't do well or because I hadn't done it yet.

SO basically in these 2 weeks I'll have to do:

Italian (2nd one)

English (3rd one... the only subject I'm good at)

History (1st and 2nd)

Business ( 1st and 2nd)

Accounting (2nd... not that bad but still)

Geography (2nd)

Law( the mooost annoying.. the teacher is such a dumbass !!! 1st and 2nd)

Maths (1st)

I avoided law today by leaving school earlier, she made a huge issue about it saying she's gonna call my parents, well.. I don't care, my parents know !

I tried to study it today though... I wanted to take the exam tomorrow but it's impossible... out of 5 chapters I know only 2.. and not even that well, maybe I'll revise later.

Then I wanted to do the english exam on friday but I don't think I'll be able to but it's not a problem I'm further than everyone else.

Maybe I'll get my best friend to help me... she's doing awesome this year, it's kinda annoying, not that I ever did better than her, but some days ago she got a B in english whereas I got a C... next time I need to get an A absolutely !!!!

I have no idea about how tomorrow will be.... terrible I think...

well gotta go revise a little even though I don't think i'll be able to get those facts in like 2 hours :(

Night x

Ombeline

I wonder how long it'll take 'til I'm home again~

I know I already used this quote before but it expresses my state at the moment at it's best... I'm already counting the days until I'm in Paris... so here's a countdown.

Surprise is coming tomorrow =) I promise !!

Ombeline

Random and school

I wonder how long it'll take til I'm home again...

-29 days !!!!

And I'm heading off to Paris !!!!!! But actually I really feel like coming home. I'll have some massive filming to do there... cause I'm making a new video on the song Chinese by Lily Allen and Paris is perfect !!!

Anyways this is my last long evening... cause tomorrow evening it will already be the evening before school... and I really don't want to go !!! I still have to write a history essay and should have studied history, law and english.... basically I started english but not finished, revised a little law and not even started history.

Wenr to the driving school yesterday... we're almost done with the book...and then starts the hard work.

From thursday I'll start jogging 1 hour every day... I need to lose weight til Paris cause I'll eat tons of stuff there hahaha.

Then I got a new phone a Blackberry curve 8520.. it's pretty cool but some days ago the mobile internet activation sucked all my money it was kinda annoying cause now I'm skint.

It's a pretty good phone I really love it =)

Well I gotta go now... surprise still not uploaded yet but tomorrow I'll prepare it at school then upload it and I'll have something very nice and personal in every post.

Ombeline

Mon rêve - my dream~

Welcome to the new year... I haven't really got the time to write something long so I'm only pasting a thing I wrote some days ago it's short.

...and one day my husband will come into our parisian attic while I'm having a bath with a kindle in a red bow

in his hands telling me Lily Allen and Sam Cooper are coming over for dinner and that he already put "Mastering The Art of French Cooking" on my new kindle to help me cook !