Issues with the masochist~

So of you... well I think no one of you knows that... yep I have to admit it:

I am wearing braces !

You know those ugly trainwreck like things you have to wear on your teeth to get them straight... well I've been wearing them for almost 4 years (in april)

btw. those aren't mine

Anyway 2 days ago I had an appointment with the dentist.. you need to know that he's the moodiest person ever, you'll never know how you'll find him, last time he wasn't talkative therefore I suppose he was kinda upset... and now the story.

Flashback to 1 month ago: I had a "hook" on one of my teeth to pull it forward, these hook already "unhooked" 3 times, the last time it happened I rushed to the dentist and he told me "It's not a problem!!"

You need to know that I basically never cry... only when persons die or when teachers make me really upset, but that day I got so mad... I couldn't stop crying, I was so angry.

Cause he told me I would have them removed in semptember and look... it's already january and well they're still on, stop being a hypocrite !!!!

What happened 2 days ago: I went and well as I already said he wasn't talkative... anyways he just fixed that hook and said nothing... I was already planning to make a pointy comment such as "How long will it last this time ?"... but said nothing and left.

Yesterday: I was just talking and that fucking hook, unhooked again !!!

I quickly sent my mom a text to call the dentist and get another appointment ASAP... and he again said "It's not a problem"... well my mom loves revenge and me too ;) I think I was meaner but come on guys...

it's 4 years of my life wasted by these trainwrecks... 4 years without smiling properly !!!

Anyway my plan was scratching his car or worse slicing his tires lol... it's harsh and makes no sense but I was angry (didn't do it though). My mom's more down to earth and will come with me next time... she'll be pointy and annoying and will get him to get them removed.

But I kinda don't care anymore... cause my aim was to have them removed before getting to Paris so that I could have flashed a gorgeous smile to my future husband... but well, the next appointment is on the 15th of february.

Wish me luck for at least that date ~

Ombeline

Being a tornado...

The last days I've been studying and crying constantly... so I'm realy happy that finally the weekend is here.

I took the geography exam today, it went well so at least one exam done.

On friday I started running again and today again... 1 hour everytime, it's stressing but it feels so good after that.

At the moment I'm tyding up my room... cause maybe you don't know that I have my own bathroom, my own living room and obviously my own bedroom.

I won't say it's not nice but still.. think of it.. you got 3 rooms to tidy up by yourself... well since I'm not tired right now I keep cleaning it.

I think I'm a night person, I study things easier during the night, and when I can't sleep I always tidy my closet... not now cause I can't be arsed to o that but at least I'm fixing the mess that accumulated during the last week.

Tomorrow I have to study english... it might sound easy but..it's boring.. it's about globalisation, trade and economic systems... and then the whole week I'll have to take all the other exams, closing date is the 5th of february... well the 4th for me cause i'll leave on the 4th... for... guess where I'm going !

These days apart from school I should be doing also some driving school homework, but I haven't even started yet.

Well Anyways I'll leave now... I started a book loong time ago, it's lovely but I had to give up reading when I started studying for school.

Good Night x

Ombeline

You're warned: this is going to be a depressing post.

I hate schooool.... well not really school, it's the fact that I can't learn, I think I have ADD, as soon as I open a book I might study for 10 minutes and then I always get to do something else.

If I don't study with someone I'll never get forward with my exams... but my friend who helped my through exams til now is behaving like an asshole so I can't rely on her.

The worst thing is that at the 1st of february I'll receive my report card and I'll have a F in 5 subjects or even more... this is so bad, I don't have the time to study all this stuff :(

The most annoying thing is that I have to do not only the 2nd exam in all subjects but in some also the 1st because I didn't do well or because I hadn't done it yet.

SO basically in these 2 weeks I'll have to do:

Italian (2nd one)

English (3rd one... the only subject I'm good at)

History (1st and 2nd)

Business ( 1st and 2nd)

Accounting (2nd... not that bad but still)

Geography (2nd)

Law( the mooost annoying.. the teacher is such a dumbass !!! 1st and 2nd)

Maths (1st)

I avoided law today by leaving school earlier, she made a huge issue about it saying she's gonna call my parents, well.. I don't care, my parents know !

I tried to study it today though... I wanted to take the exam tomorrow but it's impossible... out of 5 chapters I know only 2.. and not even that well, maybe I'll revise later.

Then I wanted to do the english exam on friday but I don't think I'll be able to but it's not a problem I'm further than everyone else.

Maybe I'll get my best friend to help me... she's doing awesome this year, it's kinda annoying, not that I ever did better than her, but some days ago she got a B in english whereas I got a C... next time I need to get an A absolutely !!!!

I have no idea about how tomorrow will be.... terrible I think...

well gotta go revise a little even though I don't think i'll be able to get those facts in like 2 hours :(

Night x

Ombeline

I wonder how long it'll take 'til I'm home again~

I know I already used this quote before but it expresses my state at the moment at it's best... I'm already counting the days until I'm in Paris... so here's a countdown.

Surprise is coming tomorrow =) I promise !!

Ombeline

Random and school

I wonder how long it'll take til I'm home again...

-29 days !!!!

And I'm heading off to Paris !!!!!! But actually I really feel like coming home. I'll have some massive filming to do there... cause I'm making a new video on the song Chinese by Lily Allen and Paris is perfect !!!

Anyways this is my last long evening... cause tomorrow evening it will already be the evening before school... and I really don't want to go !!! I still have to write a history essay and should have studied history, law and english.... basically I started english but not finished, revised a little law and not even started history.

Wenr to the driving school yesterday... we're almost done with the book...and then starts the hard work.

From thursday I'll start jogging 1 hour every day... I need to lose weight til Paris cause I'll eat tons of stuff there hahaha.

Then I got a new phone a Blackberry curve 8520.. it's pretty cool but some days ago the mobile internet activation sucked all my money it was kinda annoying cause now I'm skint.

It's a pretty good phone I really love it =)

Well I gotta go now... surprise still not uploaded yet but tomorrow I'll prepare it at school then upload it and I'll have something very nice and personal in every post.

Ombeline

Mon rêve - my dream~

Welcome to the new year... I haven't really got the time to write something long so I'm only pasting a thing I wrote some days ago it's short.

...and one day my husband will come into our parisian attic while I'm having a bath with a kindle in a red bow

in his hands telling me Lily Allen and Sam Cooper are coming over for dinner and that he already put "Mastering The Art of French Cooking" on my new kindle to help me cook !